"one night, i’m turning off my computer. then i jump onto my bed and hugging my old big teddy bear. i’m seeing me and my friends picture that already framed with a silver photo frame. i smiled. no, i’m faking. it’s not really a smile. i forgot to turn off the CD player when my brother was hearing rihanna’s first album songs. then, the third track was played, the title of the song is unfaithful. i don’t know why, but my tears are coming our from my blurry eye. then, someone calls me - i don’t know who (?). i try to hold my tears and trying to smile. what a tough girl. i know me. then a very soft boy voice was making me feeling a cold breeze ‘wooshing’ around my ears. it’s very satisfying. but it ends too fast. now i’m TRAPped in a dark room, holding my emotion. even i’m motionless, but i try to hide it. NO ONE KNOWS ME - they never see me closely&carefully. i played my brother’s guitar and sing a new song i just heard yesterday, it makes blood comes out from my finger. it’s confusing, i don’t know what to think. like everyone its expecting me when its out of control. i’m not perfect, and they don’t know me. they just expecting me too high. it’s more than a word. i really mean to say this. It’s just a story. some says a fairy tale, some says it’s fantasy. it’s so dramatic, but the actress felt hurt inside when the audience was laughing at her. “What a fun story to watch,” said the critics. And then i just laughed at myself and fell asleep."